PrInZeSs PiGgYweLLa

2011-02-06T15:20:00.007+08:00

im not sure whether i should feel glad or regret for leaving my family yesterday night. maybe its my fault,i just wanna wake up and see your face, now when you left, i felt like i should have just stayed with them.

i find that im too dependent and always wanna be you. I forgot you're not entirely mine. You have your own family.. Im sorry, i promise i'll give you some space.

I think i should stop clinging on to you.This is the best time to do so. Since ure going to stay in camp, i'll make sure i wont disturb you by calling or msging. I will stop telling you every single thing i do be it in school or at home. Just gonna give you some peace \/-_^\/

and i need to find myself a new good friend who can actually bring

me out to eat. cause im starving since 10.30am..

p.s youwillnotunderstandme

2011-01-16T11:50:00.002+08:00

Someone stole hanieff's phone when he's asleep at the pelamin. now i can only call him thru his dad's phone. kental siak! -_-!

TO MY DEAREST:ABC, Always B Careful DEF, Dont Ever Forget me JKLM, Just Keep Loving Me NOPQRSTUVWXYZ.
No Other Person Quite Reasonable Shall Treat U Very Well Xcept Me,You'lll Zee.

I found this cute lil piece somewhere in facebook.

check out my tumblr.

www.kinky-rella.tumblr.com

peace out!

2010-12-31T12:08:00.001+08:00

its the last day of 2010! happy new year people! hehee

2010-12-30T11:50:00.001+08:00

u can easily have fun with your friends without me. i officially hate you

2010-12-28T19:45:00.002+08:00

i cant get thru baby's phone. im sad cause i miss him and want him so much. i desperately need to hear his voice. me miss him! argh..

ive been trying to mug since monday, but i cant focus cause the whether is being too nice, so i slept instead of mugging.

2010-12-26T18:34:00.002+08:00

weekends with family and bf at laguna is always the best. <3
ohh i can still taste mom's pizza inside my mouth, im so hungry now i could actually eat an elephant!
im so lazy to meet hanieff in the gym. cant i just meet him for dinner?
how i wish he understand =(
oh yeah, i got a macbook pro! i got a macbook pro!
i like it when the keyboard lights up. mcm cool gitu.

okla, after i read back this pathetic post, mcm tkde flow gitu. ahh sudahla!

ooo whats with the I is something2? it makes them look stupid and uncool! dumbdumb

2010-12-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

i love mc delivery! mc spicy cheese meal!!!! yummehh!
oh, hanieff's friend sakit. -_-!

2010-12-20T22:34:00.000+08:00

i always get emotional whenever you have to book in. this suck big time!

2010-12-20T12:13:00.002+08:00

yesterday was fun. i really enjoyed every moment being with you. watching narnia, went flyers, eating at popeye's was nothing. Having you by my side, arguing with you means a lot to me. I love the way you close your eyes when u're asleep. Macam baby! hehehe i love you sayang! =))

2010-12-08T14:27:00.000+08:00

i dont feel good =/

2010-12-07T12:53:00.002+08:00

DOnt trust anyone. seriously. pfft. Meeting u at zouk? my BIGGEST mistake!!!!!!
hate you so much! =(

2010-12-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

i have so many things to share to you! come back quick! i love you.

2010-12-03T20:57:00.001+08:00

im getting uglier everyday and my boyfriend will leave me one day.

2010-11-30T23:07:00.001+08:00

been trying to call u since lunch, i miss you.. :(

2010-11-29T22:14:00.002+08:00

im super contented with my life. Truly grateful to have a wonderful and understanding family and boyfriend. =) Thank You Allah.

2010-11-25T22:40:00.003+08:00

ok, i got the wrong guy. Thank God, ALHAMDULILAH, it's not him. \/^_^\/

Oohh i found our 1 year anni album. Full of abuk and memories.
we look so YOUNG sey!

Baby, if you're reading this, thank you so much for being with me. i know i can be such a pain in the ass. but one thing fo sho', my love for you will never ever ever fade away. It gets deeper and deeper everyday!

*eyy, i realised ive turned into a unfriendly and anti-social monster just like my baby smelly charming boyfriend! cool pe!? heehee

fyi, i love my redhair, thanks to baby!!muacks!!!! lelelee

ok bye.

2010-11-23T21:09:00.002+08:00

how i wish i could tell u why im feeling like this.
how i wish i could tell u the reason of my insecurities.
what if i was wrong. what if i got the wrong person. i dont wanna look stupid.
only time will tell.
please stop hurting me.. =(

2010-11-21T12:25:00.002+08:00

u're too perfect for me..

2010-11-19T10:44:00.002+08:00

he lied. dont wanna trust him anymore.
i think im going to let him go soon.
but when is the right time?
why?? cause i dont see him in the future with me.
i love you.. =((

2010-11-10T18:50:00.002+08:00

Don’t call me because you’re done meeting your friends.
Don’t call me because I wanna talk to you.
Don’t call me because you’re asked to.
Don’t call me because you have to.
Don’t call me because you’re bored.
Don’t call me because your other friends are talking to their girlfriends.
But call me,because you miss me and because I’m worth the call.

And again, when i caught you looking at other girl's profile, it makes me think you dont want me anymore and you're searching for new ones. :(

2010-11-09T21:59:00.002+08:00

nose bleed, sinus, asthma, what more?
feel so weak and i need him by my side.
i dont feel like going to school but i dont wanna screw up my life.
=(

2010-11-06T14:49:00.002+08:00

i dont see us in the future.
i met someone else in my dream.
Is this the time to let you go?
Tell me,shoot me,leave me, im ready.

2010-11-03T17:39:00.001+08:00

i saw you online in fb but u didnt leave me anything. :(

2010-11-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

i think ur love is fading

2010-11-02T13:26:00.001+08:00

im supercalifragilisticexpialidocious! super bored like hell. i want my baby hanieff to be with me! me miss you so much =D

2010-10-26T19:12:00.002+08:00

you are so stupid!
how i wish you know that im not okay!

2010-10-25T21:44:00.004+08:00

yes, ive changed my blogskin. Well, school is getting boring. I find it almost impossible to get A for new media and Marketing. What am i suppose to do!!! Ut1 coming really soon. I really need to work my ass off. I want A!

i miss hanieff.

2010-10-18T20:18:00.002+08:00

tears rolling down when u strumming the guitar. i love you baby. so much

im missing u already

2010-10-11T22:35:00.006+08:00

from strangers to acquaintance, to casual friends to lovers.

Happy 27 monthsary to us!

i love you, no one belongs here more than u. muacks!

2010-10-11T18:27:00.001+08:00

now u cant read my past entries darling.. bluek!

2010-10-11T18:09:00.003+08:00

im selfish. i just want u by myself. i hate it when i caught u looking at others. im jealous and this made me feel less attractive. =(

2010-10-07T23:13:00.004+08:00

alhamdulilah, everything's back to normal. Ive talked to him and he realised his mistakes. well well Well, currently working at jp with iqah. gonna lose some weight baby! hhaha shagged. pala buto. k bye

2010-10-05T22:58:00.002+08:00

how i wish people can read me like an open book.

i dont understand why he feels so insecure. i didnt do anything bad behind him. this is killing me. can i not continue this... help me :(

2010-09-16T04:40:00.003+08:00

since nobody know that my blog is still alive, i can type whatever i want and nobody will mock/laugh at me!

well, baby cant meet me for full two weeks, i'll like to make use of the time to lose some fats. I know im always preeching about it but no actions were taken but i will try! Firstly, im going to delete Mc Donald's number from my phone list. Second, i will only eat when im hungry.(which is quite tough cause im always hungry)Thirdly, argh..E-X-E-R-C-I-S-E! -_-! i hate this the most!

During the fasting month, I caught bf looking thru SLIM and PRETTY and CUTE girls profile in fb and it made me feel soooo fcuking insecure and fcuking jealous! i know im not close to good looking at all, and that is why i need to lose weight!

I still remember clearly what mimi's friend(cant remember her name) told me. I have to lose weight to avoid losing my bf. Its crazy but i know its not impossible. I dont wanna lose my baby =(

Is there's any passerby who's kind enough to send me some slimming potion? i need it so bad. =((

2010-07-19T09:55:00.001+08:00

I CANT STOP PLAYING NIGHTCLUB CITY! and i miss my boyfriend so much.
Happy 2 yrs and 2 days baby. Ure the reason why im still breathing =)

2010-06-28T19:21:00.002+08:00

i <3 today's RJ =)

I-N-T-U-I-T-I-O-N

Intuition comes from the heart and exercise the mind..

Things happening around me, things i have observed and things that ive experienced since i was young create a small voice inside of me. Whenever i want to do things, whether its good or bad, there's always this second thoughts i have in mind. Should i listen to them?

I ever came across a book about intuition and there's this saying about trusting them. There's surely a reason why God create intuition for humans but at the same time, God create us brains. So for me, the best way to make a decision is to follow your instinct and your brain at the same time. We can't really trust our intuition 100% rightt....

For an example, when playing games, we cant rely on our intuition, we have to use our brains to come up with strategies to win.

Try solving a maths equation by just using your instinct...

well, Im gonna start training my intuition and once ive mastered it, i wont be using my brain anymore. =) HAHA..

2009-10-06T21:05:00.005+08:00

i dont feel like updating about how my day was. its really frustrating and my mind is mentally disturbed. shall not drag bout this..

pictures taken last sunday. Hari raya with secondary school friends..

They're the ones i love! =)
Happy hari raya mate!

2009-09-25T17:43:00.005+08:00

Aku rindu Hanieff!

You mean everything to me.
You're the first thought in my head in the morning when im awake and you're the last thought in my head when im going to bed..
I miss u so much that i actually wanted to rip you out from my dreams so that i can hug you and kiss you baby!

2009-09-23T17:59:00.005+08:00

HEY! IM A FIRST AIDER.
PLEASE TRUST ME!
SQUEEZE MY HAND
IM REALLY GOOD AT BLOWING and blablablaa. Haha

Went for the first aid course and its not that bad after all.
I cant stop laughing at Roshini and Devi when they're trying to do the cpr on the mannequin. It was hilarious. Nigel? worst ar that guy. He actually kissing the mannequin and Hafidz(our instructor) cudnt stop him. He even join us laughing.

I also kindda make new friends with some of the BKs and Bs. They were actually friendly. It just that i dont really get to talk to them in school. So now since we're in the first aid course i actually get to mingle with them. I love making new friends but sometimes i gt so shy that people might think that im erm arrogant?? Gah..

IAP starting next week and alhamdulilah, ive completed most of my shopping for it. I bought a bag, 5 tops and 3 skirts. I think im going to keep on rotating wearing the same thing for work if not, pakai uniform skola pun jadila! haha

I dont know why..but i got this feeling that im gonna lose my bestestbestfriend/sister ever...Kiki

I LOVE HER!!

Since 1996..
She's always there for me..
Never fail to make me smile..
Never fail to wipe my tears..
Respond to me..
Listen to my problem..
Entertain me when im bored..
argh ='(

She's getting older..
She's getting weaker..
She's 13! and i dont think she could live any longer
The thought of losing her scares me like crazy..
I'll cry
I'll go crazy
I love her..
God, please dont take her away from me...

I miss riding-> and i miss u Hanieff

2009-09-17T18:10:00.008+08:00

Hey guys, went out to meet sera just now. Went to causeway point and bought new wallet and eye shadow for myself. Walked around and grab some chendol and badak berendam at woodlands's bazaar. Now im bored cause im hungry and my menses came..AGAIN..

GahHH!! silakan tengok gamba2 aku syiok sendiri amek tadi..

AHH!!!!!!!! babi...

Aku boleh jadi gila pasal aku rindu dia!!!!!!!!

BYE!

2009-09-17T00:14:00.007+08:00

have fun serving the nation kanda and happy 14 monthsary.

Gua cinta banget sama loe!!!!

Oh Kanda~ i wanna hold on to u forever.
I wanna stick to u..melekat to u just like a glue..
I love u kanda
Nothing's gonna change that!
I want us to be together..
Im willing to do anything..
Sumpah ku sanggup!
Kanda, ku Love u soo sooo sooo sooO SO so SO ssO so much

We will marry and have kids and live in a big house with a big bed and we can sleep together and wake up seeing each other every day!

KITA BOLEH MAKE IT PUNYA!
AWWWUUHH
AWWUUUUHH
AWWWWUUUHH!!!
ILAH sayangcayangmayangtayang ANIEFF!!!

MMMMMMMMMUAAAAAAACKSSSSSSSSSS! XXXOooOOXoXOOXOXOXOOoXXXXoo

SADNYA TAK DAPAT CELEBRATE MTHSARY DGN KAU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! babibabibabibabi

2009-09-12T10:53:00.006+08:00

Baby had his hair cut.
Before
After

2 more days.. argh u know how sensitive and emotional i can be. thinking of him leaving me makes me weak.

Have fun watching this video.
Done by Hanieff and the guys for the teacher's day performance. Miss those times!
Enjoy!

2009-08-24T09:05:00.002+08:00

We'll never stop loving you.
Rest In Peace Abang..

2009-08-20T20:22:00.009+08:00

Went Johor with my beloved boyfriend yesterday. We had lots of fun window shopping at Jusco and spending our 50 ringgit on food and etc. How i wish i could steal my house keys from dad. Im sure we'll have a LOT more fun there. hah! Hey look at me! im not wearing a helmet!

Had seminar at Bishan today and it was so %@$#% boring. Luckily me, mar n amirah(drama friend) entertained ourselves by playing I SPY. hehe we made a hell lots of noise.

My back still hurts. It getting more painful each day. Its all because of the late night projects and napha test. argh i wanted to follow mar tmr but i dont think im up for it. I get so ticklish when people touch/massage my back.. except for Hanieff :P

haha!

Pichy time!

Me n birthday girl :)

2.4KM im the 76TH muahahahahaha

Hey people, new fishy in the house!!

SAY HELLO TO CHEEKOT Aijal's arowana

And Sucky! Aijal's sucker fish!

GET WELL SOON MONKEY! Let go all those poisonous gas! and EAT BANANA! *inside joke*

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25 more days.
Baby, im gonna miss you. Do take good care of urself and dont worry too much bout me. I'll be fine and always be waiting and loving you.
Forever and always be yours dear. MUACKS!

I have a friend who carries a lot of problems on her back..
I really wish i could help her, i dont want her to give it up just like that. U gotta be strong darl, u got to overcome this fear no matter what! i may not be ur closest friend but i dont wanna see u dead. please be urself back, i miss the old bubbly u..

2009-08-19T09:53:00.002+08:00

Had napha yesterday..
failed most of the stations =(
and im sure i failed 2.4 too.
well, sports never my forte.. i hate it..

Gotta lose some fats before i get heavier.
Last bt not least...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATIQAH MANAF! i love you!

2009-08-17T09:14:00.000+08:00

28 more days..
its just too soon..too sudden.
do u really have to go??
=<

2009-08-03T09:13:00.001+08:00

assembly sungguh membosankan.
aku tidak boleh angkat dengan kebodohan dia.
aku tidak akan memberitahu namanya ataupun detail2 dengan terperinci.
sekian terima kasih.

Oh tidak lupa juga.. selamat hari jadi untuk siti mardhiah! =)

2009-07-31T08:29:00.005+08:00

Thursday with strangers.

Had some stupid fight with hanieff. the worst fight ever.
I hate it when i cant control myself.
Hate it when harsh words just came out of my mouth.
Im sorry darl, i really do.

Went driving alone. Met uncle and branson otw to gombak. Ended at 8.15pm and walked back to his house.
SInce i was being too emotional and feeling "TRAPPED/TERPERANGKAP" in my own world, there were a group of men chasing after a husky, not only that, it was actually running towards my direction. I could actually help them to stop it but i just stared at the whole situation. Suddenly a voice pull me back to earth. Those men where shouting at the husky to stop. Macam mana la die nk stop kalau dorg pekik2. bodo betul so i just continue walking..

Aku rase, aku da teroverlimit..da melampau... He's too nice for me. I HATE IT! =(
It makes me feel bad and ungrateful.
I actually asked for a break up!
I was so mad and i didnt even think of the consequences and his health condition. ishh
im fuckinguselessmeanheartlesscreature ever!!!
I was so irritated with his calmness and ways of tackling problems.
Nk step cool je! argh hati aku ni tgh membara panas tahU!!!!!
He msged me saying that he knows i still love him and wont leave him and im just saying all those bad stuffs coz he knows i was angry and he tried to cool me down.
I was irritated because he sound so confident and bukan tu je.. dia ckp aku ARROGANT!
grrr geram bodo..

when i walk passby CSC, he called me again.
He tried to talk nicely to me but i became a monster. =P
I shouted at him on the phone and ignore people who were looking at me.
I hang up the phone and plan to take a cab back home.
Skali, something soften my heart. It was his picture on my hp..i went to sit at the bus stop opposite his house.
I give him a call and told him i wanna meet him..

While waiting, there's this stranger (malay guy, silver helmet, green white tee) approach me.
and he jfdbgvjfsnbklfsnhlkfnkldn
nasib hanieff call. That guy terus walk away. Takot! hmmph

When i saw hanieff at the bus shelter under his block, i ran towards him and hug him really tite.
Ya Allah ya tuhanku, aku sayang laki aku la!!!!!!!!!! i felt really better after we hugged. he kissed me and i cant stop crying. i felt bad for treating him that way.

YAY thank Allah, luckily everything is back to normal. ilah seriously cannot live without u la Hanieff! =)

2009-07-21T11:11:00.002+08:00

why be sad when u can be happy?

2009-07-08T09:32:00.000+08:00

i feel like playing badminton..

2009-07-07T10:42:00.005+08:00

I hate to go to school..

How i wish i could just stay at home and study by myself.

We've been doing nothing for both crm and pic lesson.. I mean NOTHING.

Except for BOP, thank God Ms Chan taught us unit 8 during her lesson if not i wont be looking forward to go to school tmr..

Gah.. buang masa je gi skoolaaa..

I think i got bladder problem..

what should i do??

NAH TENGOK GAMBA2 NI! =)

2009-07-06T14:45:00.003+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your turn --> http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2009-07-06T09:49:00.008+08:00

Hello suckas!

I wanna thank Hanieff, Farah, Shazni, Ashik, Mimi and Halistar for making my 19th birthday a memorable one.

Last Friday (3rd July 2009)
Hanieff brought me to vivo to have our lunch at Pastamania.
Then we decided to go luge at sentosa.
Hanieff sumpah kedi nk mampos, he was scared to ride the skyride.
hehe
After the rides, we walked to pahlawan beach to watch the sunset.
I had fun playing with the sands.
After the sun set beautifully, i sat infront of hanieff and look him into his eyes.
punye la sexy i started to bring my head close to his.. (baru nk kiss) suddenly my friends came and suprised me with a birthday song.
I was so happy till i couldnt stop smiling from telinge to telinge.
=)

We camwhore using farah's camera and went vivo to lepak for awhile.
Everyone of us looked up at the sky when farah said that one of the clouds look like a rabbit. Then i looked at the other clouds and saw charizard(pokemon). Followed by Hanieff, he show his blur fuckface and said he saw halistar grandma pointing to the moon--> Bulan(halistar's grandma's name) hahahah.
He made us laugh like mad. bodo la kau..

Then we head to Farah's place to have our late dinner (sumpah mak kau cute!)
and went back after we play heart attack.

Last saturday (4th July 2009)

Went out with Iqah. Girls day out la katakan.
We went to play pool, eat at taka and chill at city hall.
Then met yaya at citylink and took the train back home.
Sister called and told me she's at aca house, so from jurong east i took cab to uncle's house.

Thats all for my weekends.
Love u hanieff. muacks!

pictures belubuh..nanti2 aku update k!

2009-07-02T00:39:00.001+08:00

TURNING 19!!!!
bestnyaaa...

2009-07-01T23:32:00.005+08:00

AKU SUMPAH AKU RINDU ANAK-ANAK NI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

susah betul nak meet eh

2009-06-23T19:33:00.005+08:00

knock knock!

Cinderella gt scolded from her parents coz she cant stop merayap!
haha padan muka aku =P

1: Besides Your Lips, Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kiss?

- Forehead

2: How Do You Feel When You Wake Up This Morning?

- Body aching

3: Who Was The Last Person You Took Photo With?

- My prince charming =)

4: Would You Consider Youself To Be Spoiled?

- hehe hell yeah..

5: Would You Ever Donate Blood?

- NO

6: Have You Had A Bestfriend Who Was The Opposite Sex?

- yes

7: Do You Want Someone Dead?

- hehe =)

8: What Does Your Last Msg Says?

- "Daddy ilah pun buy durian ar. Tak heran! hehehe muacks!"

9: What Are You Thinking Right Now?

- what to eat for dinner

10: Do You Wish Someone To Be With You Right Now?

- I WANT HANIEFF!

11: What Is The Tyme You Went To Bed Last Night?

- 2am. watched hannah montana =P

12: Where Did You Buy The T-Shirt You Are Wearing Now?

- flea market!

13: Is Someone On Your Mind?

- always

14: Who Was The Last Person Who Texted You?

- who else.. hanieff =)

Tag 8 Random People To Do This Survey.

*mas

*mar
*siape2 yg tahu blog aku masih hidup

16: Who Is No.2 Having Relationship With? - Mar? Ammar =)

17: Is No.3 A Male Or Female?-

18: Is No.4 Single?-

19: Say Something About No.1.- blur?

20: Describe No.8.-

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Cant wait for friday!!
CHALET!

I love my boy =)

2009-06-12T08:32:00.003+08:00

So fuck off exams and helloooo hols!!!

Im soooo fhappy that school ends today. PIC paper was quite easy, and i was so stupid for nt getting a full marks. Skip BOP cause i know i cant score andd crm, section B was really manageable! Hopefully gt an A for that.

Lets stop blabbz about school.

Family..

Mom n dad were really excited about our new house at taman laguna(Johor).
They cant stop talking about house. They wanna install air-con la, buy furniture la itu la ini la.. Naik bosan aku.
Why am i not excited as them? Its becauseeeeeeee, i cant shop anymore!!
They want me to help them save up some money to renovate that house.
sucks la..

Hanieff Messi <3

I wanna thank this charming guy of mine for being soooo fnice to me.
for being so patience
for making me feel kembang
for making me laugh when im really REALLY angry/sad
for helping me study..

YOU REALLY SPICE UP MY LIFE BABY!!
anddddd ilah <3>

Enjoy the 5 mega pictures people. More at FB

SNAIL NI BESAR KAN!

2009-06-10T10:05:00.002+08:00

..LAST PAPER..

akusayanghanieff! =)

2009-05-26T10:34:00.005+08:00

School droolz..

Monday 9am-3pm

Tuesday 8am-12pm

Wednesday 9am-1pm

Thursday 10am-5pm

Friday 8am-1pm

Exams..

3 Jun- PIC CA2 (unit 4-6)

5 Jun- BOP CA1 (unit 1-6)

10 Jun- CRM CA1 (unit 1-3)

Guys, please stop reading people's blog and start revising for upcoming exams.

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CSS peeps, nak night cycling at east coast park?

beep me!! =)

dada

..i need someone to help me change my blogskin..

2009-05-22T08:37:00.001+08:00

God, make her slap her own face! =)

2009-04-30T14:27:00.000+08:00

pata pata patapon..
pata pata patapon..
pata pata patapon.. =)

2009-04-21T10:14:00.003+08:00

It rain heavily in the morning and i was late for school.
Sorry for bein such an asshole =P but u know i'll love u always right?

During banking ops, we were anxiously counting the monoply money and had to stop for spot check.
It was really funny, i was panickly pulling my skirt down to make it less short. But ended up, the DM was just checking the colour of my hair.

Now we're having CPA. Trying hard to focus, so till here then.

P.S i love u sayang! muacks!

oh, i feel sorry for mas. She dropped her hp when it was raining. =( aww cian dia.

2009-04-20T13:53:00.002+08:00

wooo berlipas blog ni yer.

Assalamualaikum people, im back!!
School's too boring.
Lesson which supposedly 2 hrs always ended 1 hr earlier. So here i am blogging.

Im tired of talking about the changes around me. Ala everything change..People..environment. sheesh -_-!

RESULTS, lets not talk about it. I did pretty bad. Not extremely bad, just bad. Guess its a wake up call for me.
Its time to focus and be more prepared for upcoming exams.

P.S Muhd Hanieff Bin Juma'at, Ilah sayanggg kau sangat2!! XoXoxxOOxxXoOo!

2009-01-28T10:21:00.001+08:00

=) hehehe

2008-11-02T13:59:00.005+08:00

He's the reason why im here.
him "kalau sayang gi update blog"
me "tak tau la nk update pasal ape"
him "blog pasal anep ar"
me "yelah2"

..LOVE..Love..LoVe..

Love is unconditional.
Love is about making sacrifices.
Love is patience.
Love is forgiving.

Its amazing how things change.
How feelings change.

I love my boyfriend.
I love him, i really do.
I feel secure in his arms.
I really appreciate his presence in my life.
He showed me his love in many ways.
All those glorious time will never be erased im my mind.
I want him..
I need him..
I love him..
Forgive me if i ever hurt you..

ok, i better stop.. takut org meluat pulak bacer nanti.
hehe
im gonna miss him
Han-ee, i hate your new timetable..
skg da tkle jumpe selalu!!!!!
booooooring aje =(

2008-10-15T21:27:00.003+08:00

fyi, im no longer in grease. hah, fought with mr lim.

pictures taken this week. enjoy!

First Day Of School.

They are the reason why i love going to school.

Eyes on Mar.. Look at her paling moncong lips!

Lots of things happend during the school holiday.Mar's dating with someone.Mas's attached.Sera's got a new guy friend.and im getting fat. While waiting for Han-ee to call, Naza and i decided to play with bunga api at the balcony.

Last bt nt least, me and my baby =)

sayonara.

2008-09-30T18:21:00.002+08:00

im exhausted..effin tired. room's in a mess. curtains not up.. and raya 's tmr. -_-

Ive wasted this yr ramadhan. I realise that im so far away from God.

DRAMA. Dancing and singing's cool. But the journey just sucks. It so tiring. Monday- Thursday 10am-5pm. stated 10-5, but we have to reach fishing early like 9 at simei.. and not only that it also ends late at 6 (because lim and gang hafta nag at us abt attendance and punctuality).

Gonna have more intensive trainings. Grease Grease Grease. Can i quit??
Got call from Lim again regarding my attendance..didnt expect it to be fishing low.

going off now. wanna watch my fav entertainer SWAN.

well.. SELAMAT HARI RAYA and happy holiday people.

2008-09-19T21:42:00.001+08:00

tell me how to be a good girlfriend..

2008-09-10T10:43:00.002+08:00

yeah! holidays! more plans coming up!

22 more days to raya!

2008-09-08T21:32:00.000+08:00

If you told me to cry for you

I could

If you told me to die for you

I would

Take a look at my face

There's no price I won't pay

To say these words to you

2008-09-07T21:11:00.008+08:00

how bad can the weather be?

YOU KNOW i found mas's LOST for more than a month ayat ayat cinta vcd. watched it last friday and ended up crying.

And tmr's BFD exam and i dont think that im fully prepared. thanks to mensy cramp n fever.
Grr.. I better stop complaining n continue mugging.

Han-ee --> A-Z I sayang u sorry aje
hah
sayang u sorang aje la! ok wuteva!

Goodnight..

Nyet.. Good Luck With matSALLEH

wooo 23 more days to raya and 3 more days to holy-days!!

2008-09-03T13:48:00.007+08:00

i lead a happy life.
n if ure jealous, do something bout ur life then.

IM DIFFERENT coz im not like u!
how i speak or how i act is none of ur business. The thing is..u dont even know me. U cant judge me. Na'ah!

u think ur speeches is damn perfect?
OH~ Only God knows how stink it is.

gah i miss han-ee!

counting..

8 more months and im out of that school! woohoo~

7 more days to holiday and 27 more days to raya!

2008-09-02T18:21:00.002+08:00

I love you because my heart warms up whenever im near you.

8 more days to holiday. and 28 more days to raya

2008-08-26T21:21:00.006+08:00

call me a cheapo i dont care.

hah i never go to school today!
reasons/EXCUSES?
just bored and got really irritated with my cough.
decided to go to bb poly to take mc with baby.

after that,
went to cage(Kallang) to watch the guys play.
im so proud of bf, he's fucking good.

and now.. im soooo sad n worried.
Baby is sick!

aww get well soon han-ee..pls.. i love you.

enjoys those pics!

2008-08-25T22:18:00.003+08:00

u can call me a lazybum. hah!

My own cheese nutella sandwich turns out damn good.
Shopping at lime flea market was heaven.
Drama grease dancing lesson was fun.
Acting was boring.
School life sucks.
and miss my muttons a lot.

To my bunch of cute animals and han-ee, sorry for being too noisy today. =P
love u all hor! seerioouus..

Happy 18th birthday to iqah baby..(sry lmbt post)

2008-08-14T13:10:00.000+08:00

fats gone! AHAK!

2008-08-13T10:48:00.000+08:00

Greed:	Low
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Low
Lust:	Medium
Pride:	Medium

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

Not that bad right.. =))

2008-08-13T09:36:00.006+08:00

Internet shopping. Sounds fun? Actually not.
Previously, Ive ordered 3 pants for myself from a friend i knew in msn. I was really excited as it was my first time. They gave me discount too since im their friend.. Really really happy to hear bout that.. But guess what, i didnt receive any till now.

They're so troublesome. First, they have to wait for enough capping..which roughly takes about more than 2 weeks. Then, they want me to take those pants myself at toa payoh. Wtf.. just look at their blog, it stated that they will deliver it to our nearest mrt. ape saje mak e perli!

2008-08-12T19:59:00.002+08:00

TO that girl of ite clem in BIT.

Bitch, ur presence in life is such a nuisance.
go back to primary school and learn ur manners in CME or maybe u can ask ur parents who have failed to raise u up well to reteach manners n moral courage.
people without integrity like u shud be kick out from school.

2008-08-12T18:06:00.004+08:00

This blog is so DEAD!!
Not to worry. Princess is back!

ok..first of all, ITS 2008..and im legally 18 this yr. Which means HSA and NEA wont have to run after me anymore.

secondly, i ended up in ITE CLEMENTI in Higher Nitec Banking And Services for scoring too well for my O levels.

thirdly, my most beloved ex-boyfriend is now my forever love boyfriend.

ITE is such a boredom and a waste of time.
seriously kid, pls do well for ur O levels. dont ever waste the opportunity of going to poly..
FYI, its been awhile since i had a SERIOUS lesson in school.

For an example, today, i started school at 9am. Den we had BFD for an hour. Mdm Seet finish up the last groups for their roleplay and the rest (which includes me) will have their break. After that we had LFS..Life Skills. Mr Scott had a talk [Bedtime story] about STIs. Thats how i ended up in lala land. Next it was AFD, zaki came and taught us GST. His lesson ended up an hour early which leads to early lunch. So me mas mar n sera went to IMM for our lunch. Care period was cancelled and the next class starts around 3. so we went window shopping. den we had ofa (release an hour early too)..

IF U GUYS ARE LAZY TO READ THE ABOVE..let me summarise it specially for u..
SCHOOL 9am-5pm (8HOURS)
STUDY 11am-12pm and 3am-4pm (2HOURS)
BREAK 8HOURS-2HOURS= 6HOURS

ADA FAHAM?

2007-10-12T12:24:00.001+08:00

Hey! assalamualaikum smuanya.. nari malam da raya!
yay!
aku mls nk update..
ok bye.

pape add kat friendster la ehh.. haha www.friendster.com/cinderbella

2007-08-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

HALOOOO!!!
wah2 cepat benar masa berlalu yaa..
O LEVELL makin dekatt plak tu.
well well.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!
*They had no rights..They had no say..And they long to be free one day*

i misss skoooolll so much.
its been a week.. A WEEK!! andd im still sick.
not too sure whether im able to go to skool on monday.
pray for me OK?
gonna finish up all the mock exams i skipped.
geog n physics.. GOD HELP ME!!!!

Baybeats 07 was fun! but entahla kenape byk org ckp boring..
i find it happening coz all my friends were there..the five of us annndd
especially the guys plus ANGIE!
cool2. gamba2 pon gerek. lagu ok.. band2 power.. but.. the aftermath just sucks.

Ohh guess what! my indon kuzzy is here!
they are soo cute!

till here la kiddo.
nk chat2 ni hahhhhhhh.
assalamualaikum! =)

2007-07-09T22:48:00.001+08:00

YAY DA TUKA SKIN!

2007-07-09T00:34:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

Happy belated birthday to me. Guess what, ive waited for almost 45 mins to log in. Kindda forget the password u see. Well well.. thanks to Mr Kopi O that im still survive and wide awake at this late hour. Prelims is coming really soon and ive yet to study.

Yesterday, 7/7/07 (nice numba huh...aindah tunang babs tol), was really fun. i went to funan the it mall ALONE. Brother wants me to redeem the cable modem.. On my way there, i accidently met sha2. Kindda pissed off with her words. Luckily i have my own back ups to hurt her back. Dang.. I AM SO EVIL.. HAh who cares..
Funan it mall was so fucking packed! orang2 tibe2 mcm kambing gitu.. and THANKS to his stupidness, ive waited for like 1 and a half hour and finally realised that ive waited at the wrong place. Told him that its at orchard but hey.. kena dengar ckp org tuekan.. *DOH*

Sunday.. 8/7/07, WOOPSY i was late for madrasah. woke up at 1.30pm. Quickly bathe and wait for tutor to come. As usual, practice physics..chem andd maths till 4.
Was really bored so decided to call Ina and went to IMM. Crazy Naza.. wet herself when playing the playground. Had to buy for her clothes and finally get to shop for myself.

Let me share with u something.. I always have this HUNGRY feelin whenever i think of guys. Whats that suppose to mean? im not sure myself..

Ok.. i shall end here. See u when i see uuuu!!!!!!!!!!

p.s = Penjenayah orr penipu??
dua dua tanak hor!

2007-05-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

helloo.. its been almost 2 months since i updated this blog.
met lotsa new peeps. prank DADDY a lot. andd finally i get to know this fatty.
by the way..im no longer with aswad anymore..

school has been really fun except for knowing the results.. free period will always filled with holiday plans.
cant wait to make it happen.

dats all i guess.

till i feel like bloggin then.
goodnite.

2007-03-26T19:10:00.000+08:00

my weekend was so happening-giler-babi-gerek-punye!
im sure both of my lovers enjoy goin out with me. baaahh..

Friday was awesome.
iqah and i went to vivo and watch TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TORTOISE!
its our first time watching at vivo.
didnt waste our time tho. the show was SUPERB!
like what iqah said, its not so draggy and full of fun actions.
i love the part when one of the turtles skate under the tunnel. It was AWESOME!
cool tricks and nice song.

Since we got money..iqah n i decided to have some coffee at our first ever work place. MODESTO..
ohh gerekkk.. i miss everyone.. i miss rama..i miss baby pree!~ nyehehe

we wanted to suprise them but they suprised us even more when we gt our bill..

Our drinks was totally invisible on the receipt and they gave us 40% discount..
and guess what..our pizza costiera and tiramisu only cost us $26.
cool kan??

after that went back to sis house for awhile and went pool-ing at jurong east ard 11+pm.
ohh and IVE WON!

SATURDAY!!
was OUR 1 MONTH ANNI!!!
gerekkkkk!
went out with sis and naza.
jalan2 kat cinei and makan chicken spagg with creamm..aww sedap sangat sial.
den went to the hip hop dance rap competition.
ok ar..

naza and i share the same interest..we dont really enjoy the rapping and dancing. we prefer watching john singing.. oh i love JOHN!!

on my way back home, daddy called.
he pick me up and went to wesstt coast.
celebrate adam's bro birthday.
den went to KTM and had our dinner till 2am.
dats all..

im parched. enjoy the pics.

oh i realise i cant go to skool without iqah. i feel so lost without u la bebeh!

2007-03-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

hey hoooooo pipol!

guess what..ILAH BLAJA FOR 2 HOURS TODAY AR..!
its a GOOD thing ok..
been doing nuting in school lately.
cant stop fooling around.

gonna get progress report tmr..dammit la..
im not going to show to my mom.. not even my dad.
i bet u guys will puke when u look at my results.
smue single dijit number la sial..except for languages of course.
yeah2..ketawela..

ive been eating a lot this few days..
kenape eh?? i wonder..
cant stop munching..
everything seems delicious to me..
all foods really attract my attention.
and now..i feel really round and sexaay.
but beware..i can be explosive at times.
just dont stand behind my back..or u guys will faint when u smell the beauty of my fart.

games day is on this friday.
ive got no idea how to play that bloody game.
what am i suppose to do??
be like a dog?
i dont know..

things have been ok..
school? isnt that bad afterall..

oh yar.. i wanna thank iqah,farah and khai for teaching me chem n maths.
u girls are the best! =)
plus congrats to iqah n yaya for winning the sandwich competition.

thats all PIPOL..
lets go to bed.

2007-03-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

flurry2..i love u. =)

p.s= i saw him again.. unexpected sia.. malik..malik.. i will forget about u..

2007-02-27T23:01:00.001+08:00

bila farah berbunyi..ertinya kita harus update blog dong!

well2.. school becoming more boring each day..
got lotsa free period..art and malay..
things have been moving really fast.
bukak tutup, bukak tutup mate..lagi brape hari je da bulan march..

went out with flurry just now..
cool..fun...gerek! hehe
really enjoyed myself..
he's cool.. and im loving it..
-----------------------------------------------

rebound?? gueess not..
true love? aka cinta senjati?? hopefuly..insya'Allah..
"kenape cepat sangat??" <-- aku sendiri tk terjawab..

friends?? great..they are the best.
they're like the sunshine who always brighten my dull and bleak day up..
the 5 of us nk bukak business.. cool ar..
but u sure..confirm punye.. dont wanna know what we're selling.
hehe..

i think im done..so dats all folks!

ilah love mc flurry a lot..! =)

2007-02-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

best ever v. day.

thanks for the gifts..
u said there were 7..but after i count thoroughly ..there were 9..
ur fav. numba huh. hehe..
thanks peijal.. i'll never forget u.

2007-02-14T22:07:00.000+08:00

"My Heroine"

The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me!
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate!

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

You won't leave me alone!
Chisel my heart out of stone, I give in everytime.

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had
I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself. (myself)
I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else.
Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I'll break you, my habit!

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times when I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

I will save myself!
........................................................................................

very2 true..i should save myself huh.. =)

2007-02-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

i hate the new school..
i hate my chemistry teacher..
i hate my life..

everybody's changing..
eveyone's in their own world..
own problem...
being emo..sad..angry.. frustrated..all problems just keep to themselves.
no more sharing secrets..no more gossips! and absolutely no more love!

we becoming like normal friends..just like me n nisa.
we come to school, we smile, talk a little and after school, we separate.
we're no longer together..whats up girls??
dang..i miss ur crazyiness farah.. =(
da lamer tk ketawe terbahak2...its true, i love people to laugh at me! yeah

there's no more unite in this group..
girls..i miss hanging out with all of u..
staying at home..rotting alone just make my life more miserable.
i wanna have fun..forget alllllllll my problems.. and be happy..like we use to..

perhaps..this saturday? lets make it a date.

2007-02-11T04:43:00.000+08:00

heyho people. what am i doing at this late hour? well basically..i cud not sleep.
something big keep rolling in my head...something..but what?? something2 la..

picnic at east coast celebrating sha-sha birthday was awesome.
i get to meet my lovely2 kuzzy, chill with makciks2 and yea enjoy myself by stuffing food in my mouth.
something2 make me feel this way.
maybe not, i think its just me, i cud not control this sucky feeling..
why...
why..
why?????
GOD! if only he knows that i really truly adore him
but hey..SNAP BACK TO REALITY.. = (

dang, how i wish i cud stop smoking..
its killing me..
been sick for almost more than a month..
went to doctor almost 5 times..
im dying.. =(

to fifiq, applee piee andd amran..
i am really sorry for not replying your msgs..
i just wanna be alone..
feel like going M.I.A
sorry for not being by ur side when ure down..
i really hope i cud be a better friend but im not even stable myself..
to amran, i forgive u..im not angry.. we're not stable at that moment..
i know u know what we did.. didnt expect that to happen right?
well..da takdir kot..so be it. we are still friends kan? =)

eating will always make me feel better..and now i gained another kg.
well well well, i miss him ohh sooo fucking badly..
alaa stop talking bout him la..

lets talk about her.
im blessed to have u girl.
thanks a lot.. serious..
we went thru a lottt.. and u never fail to be by myside..
u're really a good friend.. a goood best fucking friend..
we are always trap in the same old shaky boat..
i dont wanna go with the flow anymore..
kau faham kan??
u me and both M..
arghh, help me B, i must force myself to forget him.
anyway, those fantasy we create eventhough it was all impossible was fun.
i really thank god for knowing someone special like u..
whatever happens, we must be strong and overcome it together..
whenever u need me.. just call my hp..and i promise to be by urside. my shoulder? ahh kau boleh potong bawak balek..untuk ape?? ape2 kau nk buat..buatla.. *hee*
u can count on me! =)

2007-02-09T14:49:00.000+08:00

argh..whats wrong with my legs!?? i cant walk properly now. stupid napha test. becoz of u, iqah sang to me the cacat song. "tidak ku pinta cacat begini" fuck la ehh.

planning to go out tonite. with sha perhaps or maybe with tam2?
so many plan yet so little time.

dang..how i wish i cud go out with amran to zoo tomorrow but i cant.. i must take care of my lil niece at teck whye.

mummy cant stop ordering me. now she wants me to bathe and buy her food. so yea..till then. =)

2007-02-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

tuesday was a bad day for me n iqah. we were called by our favourite chemistry teacher,Ms Lim. Thanks to the idea of truancy, we gonna get a full big 0 for chem common test.
It was like at 8am when she suddenly give an idea of calling my parents. THANK GOD i get to escape and push the time at 2 pm.

wasnt in a good mood that day. Didnt talk much.. was just worrying about whats gonna happen next.. luckily my beautiful sister gt to help me. yes, i told her to pretend to be my mom.
after school, iqah n i met her. i dialled my sis office number and pretend as if i was talking to my mom.
"ma, my teacher wanna talk to u, DOnt scold me ar"

yes..it was just an act. Thanks ar sis. love u man...

for today, went to library and finish up our cme project.
after that the 5 of us made a new friend.
he is cute... err aswad?? whats his name again??
ahh whatever it is..yaya seems interested with him... ALL THE BEST LA EHH!!

hehe
dats all folks..

p.s....iqah, nampaknye kau sorg je la jadi valentine date aku. =)

2007-02-05T15:18:00.000+08:00

yeah guess what..never go to school today.
thanks to my partner in crime.
where did we go?? u wont believe me..
we travel all the way from jurong to pasir ris.
it was AWESOME!
bought some food and chill at sha's house.
his mom were cool. his house was nice..and i love the couch.
ohh his cat i ssooo cute too!

after that went back to jurong..met mimi and iqah was oh-so- missing him badly.
i truly understand how u feel.. =)
reach jurong east around 2..so decided to have our lunch at raihan's cafe..ohh aiman?? watever la.
plan to meet iqah at 5. gotta buck up and start studying people! have to catch up a lot of things.
im tooo slacky man...

da la
NO MOE TRUANCY FOR ME!

p.s= iqah..u're a great partner. lets start saving our money and pergi joli! oh yar...jgn cabot2 lagi ehhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! hehehee

2007-01-25T19:33:00.000+08:00

this is killing me. god.. dont tell me.. me?? him?? no way..
hell no! shit no! HOLY FUCK NO!!
he is just my unfuckable partner..Thats all.

all of a sudden i felt so low.
i feel so round..
i feel so fat..
heyy,, i miss him..

phone cant stop beeping.
recevied prank calls which is so fucking lame..
got weird msges from weird numbers...
is it just me or what??
so fucking depressed..

to my secret admirer..please reveal your identity.
i hate suprises.

2007-01-09T18:52:00.000+08:00

Ok guys.. Here are some of the pictures for your O level Oral Examination.
Get Ready And Be Prepared.

IN THE YEAR 2006. December Madness.

Penang.

Outing wif iqah at Bedok- 2 am..hehe

During Detention

Effort PAID OFF!

Last But not least..
The cake we bought for MODESTO VIVO!

2007-01-06T12:41:00.000+08:00

hey hey!! wah da lamer tak update ehh..sunyi betul ni blog.
welll...2006 has been a great year for me. smue bende aku da try! hehehee
for dis yr, i will try my best to be baik giler babi punye.
yeah! no more noty2 ehh. dis year amek O level tau =)

oh yar..aku tanak skip npcc laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2006-11-12T16:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun!! went out wif peijal.
1st we went shopping at bugis. (Bought a FEW stuff only.)
after dat we hit the town. (ate chicky spagghettiiii..nice rite!!?? I KNOW!)

Denn went to take neoprints. (ahh berejam kite decorate2..more than half an hour eh baby?..terokk..)
but it turns out realllyy cool!

After shopping and eating, we went to lucky plaza to play pool.
yes yes..im the master..i won 2 out of 4 games. and of course..he win the others..FAIR OK!!

ok here's the neoprint we took..
enjoy!

I GOT TATTOO LA BEB!

<--- i hate this pic. =(

he's full of ideas! creative indeed. i love it!

dada~