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Nabilah Bte Ahmad
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Republic Poly
Ex Ite Clementi
Ex-Commonwealthian
Ex-Shuqun Pri.
Loves Cheese
In love with Muhd.Hanieff
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Nabilah Bte Ahmad
3 July 1990
Republic Poly
Ex Ite Clementi
Ex-Commonwealthian
Ex-Shuqun Pri.
Loves Cheese
In love with Muhd.Hanieff
wishlist
■ NAK KAWIN DGN HANIEFF!
■ New hairstyle
■ Diamond Ring
■ World peace :)
■ Own a car!
■ New Jeans
■ SHOPPING!
■ Hanieff =P
■ New hairstyle
■ Diamond Ring
■ World peace :)
■ Own a car!
■ New Jeans
■ SHOPPING!
■ Hanieff =P
Bullshit.
bila farah berbunyi..ertinya kita harus update blog dong!
well2.. school becoming more boring each day..
got lotsa free period..art and malay..
things have been moving really fast.
bukak tutup, bukak tutup mate..lagi brape hari je da bulan march..
went out with flurry just now..
cool..fun...gerek! hehe
really enjoyed myself..
he's cool.. and im loving it..
-----------------------------------------------
rebound?? gueess not..
true love? aka cinta senjati?? hopefuly..insya'Allah..
"kenape cepat sangat??" <-- aku sendiri tk terjawab..
friends?? great..they are the best.
they're like the sunshine who always brighten my dull and bleak day up..
the 5 of us nk bukak business.. cool ar..
but u sure..confirm punye.. dont wanna know what we're selling.
hehe..
i think im done..so dats all folks!
ilah love mc flurry a lot..! =)
best ever v. day.
thanks for the gifts..
u said there were 7..but after i count thoroughly ..there were 9..
ur fav. numba huh. hehe..
thanks peijal.. i'll never forget u.
"My Heroine"
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me!
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate!
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
You won't leave me alone!
Chisel my heart out of stone, I give in everytime.
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had
I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself. (myself)
I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else.
Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I'll break you, my habit!
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times when I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
I will save myself!
........................................................................................
very2 true..i should save myself huh.. =)
i hate the new school..
i hate my chemistry teacher..
i hate my life..
everybody's changing..
eveyone's in their own world..
own problem...
being emo..sad..angry.. frustrated..all problems just keep to themselves.
no more sharing secrets..no more gossips! and absolutely no more love!
we becoming like normal friends..just like me n nisa.
we come to school, we smile, talk a little and after school, we separate.
we're no longer together..whats up girls??
dang..i miss ur crazyiness farah.. =(
da lamer tk ketawe terbahak2...its true, i love people to laugh at me! yeah
there's no more unite in this group..
girls..i miss hanging out with all of u..
staying at home..rotting alone just make my life more miserable.
i wanna have fun..forget alllllllll my problems.. and be happy..like we use to..
perhaps..this saturday? lets make it a date.
heyho people. what am i doing at this late hour? well basically..i cud not sleep.
something big keep rolling in my head...something..but what?? something2 la..
picnic at east coast celebrating sha-sha birthday was awesome.
i get to meet my lovely2 kuzzy, chill with makciks2 and yea enjoy myself by stuffing food in my mouth.
something2 make me feel this way.
maybe not, i think its just me, i cud not control this sucky feeling..
why...
why..
why?????
GOD! if only he knows that i really truly adore him
but hey..SNAP BACK TO REALITY.. = (
dang, how i wish i cud stop smoking..
its killing me..
been sick for almost more than a month..
went to doctor almost 5 times..
im dying.. =(
to fifiq, applee piee andd amran..
i am really sorry for not replying your msgs..
i just wanna be alone..
feel like going M.I.A
sorry for not being by ur side when ure down..
i really hope i cud be a better friend but im not even stable myself..
to amran, i forgive u..im not angry.. we're not stable at that moment..
i know u know what we did.. didnt expect that to happen right?
well..da takdir kot..so be it. we are still friends kan? =)
eating will always make me feel better..and now i gained another kg.
well well well, i miss him ohh sooo fucking badly..
alaa stop talking bout him la..
lets talk about her.
im blessed to have u girl.
thanks a lot.. serious..
we went thru a lottt.. and u never fail to be by myside..
u're really a good friend.. a goood best fucking friend..
we are always trap in the same old shaky boat..
i dont wanna go with the flow anymore..
kau faham kan??
u me and both M..
arghh, help me B, i must force myself to forget him.
anyway, those fantasy we create eventhough it was all impossible was fun.
i really thank god for knowing someone special like u..
whatever happens, we must be strong and overcome it together..
whenever u need me.. just call my hp..and i promise to be by urside. my shoulder? ahh kau boleh potong bawak balek..untuk ape?? ape2 kau nk buat..buatla.. *hee*
u can count on me! =)
argh..whats wrong with my legs!?? i cant walk properly now. stupid napha test. becoz of u, iqah sang to me the cacat song. "tidak ku pinta cacat begini" fuck la ehh.
planning to go out tonite. with sha perhaps or maybe with tam2?
so many plan yet so little time.
dang..how i wish i cud go out with amran to zoo tomorrow but i cant.. i must take care of my lil niece at teck whye.
mummy cant stop ordering me. now she wants me to bathe and buy her food. so yea..till then. =)
tuesday was a bad day for me n iqah. we were called by our favourite chemistry teacher,Ms Lim. Thanks to the idea of truancy, we gonna get a full big 0 for chem common test.
It was like at 8am when she suddenly give an idea of calling my parents. THANK GOD i get to escape and push the time at 2 pm.
wasnt in a good mood that day. Didnt talk much.. was just worrying about whats gonna happen next.. luckily my beautiful sister gt to help me. yes, i told her to pretend to be my mom.
after school, iqah n i met her. i dialled my sis office number and pretend as if i was talking to my mom.
"ma, my teacher wanna talk to u, DOnt scold me ar"
yes..it was just an act. Thanks ar sis. love u man...
for today, went to library and finish up our cme project.
after that the 5 of us made a new friend.
he is cute... err aswad?? whats his name again??
ahh whatever it is..yaya seems interested with him... ALL THE BEST LA EHH!!
hehe
dats all folks..
p.s....iqah, nampaknye kau sorg je la jadi valentine date aku. =)
yeah guess what..never go to school today.
thanks to my partner in crime.
where did we go?? u wont believe me..
we travel all the way from jurong to pasir ris.
it was AWESOME!
bought some food and chill at sha's house.
his mom were cool. his house was nice..and i love the couch.
ohh his cat i ssooo cute too!
after that went back to jurong..met mimi and iqah was oh-so- missing him badly.
i truly understand how u feel.. =)
reach jurong east around 2..so decided to have our lunch at raihan's cafe..ohh aiman?? watever la.
plan to meet iqah at 5. gotta buck up and start studying people! have to catch up a lot of things.
im tooo slacky man...
da la
NO MOE TRUANCY FOR ME!
p.s= iqah..u're a great partner. lets start saving our money and pergi joli! oh yar...jgn cabot2 lagi ehhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! hehehee
Tuesday, February 27, 2007 ( Tuesday, February 27, 2007 )
bila farah berbunyi..ertinya kita harus update blog dong!
well2.. school becoming more boring each day..
got lotsa free period..art and malay..
things have been moving really fast.
bukak tutup, bukak tutup mate..lagi brape hari je da bulan march..
went out with flurry just now..
cool..fun...gerek! hehe
really enjoyed myself..
he's cool.. and im loving it..
-----------------------------------------------
rebound?? gueess not..
true love? aka cinta senjati?? hopefuly..insya'Allah..
"kenape cepat sangat??" <-- aku sendiri tk terjawab..
friends?? great..they are the best.
they're like the sunshine who always brighten my dull and bleak day up..
the 5 of us nk bukak business.. cool ar..
but u sure..confirm punye.. dont wanna know what we're selling.
hehe..
i think im done..so dats all folks!
ilah love mc flurry a lot..! =)
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 ( Wednesday, February 14, 2007 )
best ever v. day.
thanks for the gifts..
u said there were 7..but after i count thoroughly ..there were 9..
ur fav. numba huh. hehe..
thanks peijal.. i'll never forget u.
( Wednesday, February 14, 2007 )
"My Heroine"
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me!
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate!
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
You won't leave me alone!
Chisel my heart out of stone, I give in everytime.
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had
I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself. (myself)
I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else.
Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I'll break you, my habit!
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times when I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
I will save myself!
........................................................................................
very2 true..i should save myself huh.. =)
Monday, February 12, 2007 ( Monday, February 12, 2007 )
i hate the new school..
i hate my chemistry teacher..
i hate my life..
everybody's changing..
eveyone's in their own world..
own problem...
being emo..sad..angry.. frustrated..all problems just keep to themselves.
no more sharing secrets..no more gossips! and absolutely no more love!
we becoming like normal friends..just like me n nisa.
we come to school, we smile, talk a little and after school, we separate.
we're no longer together..whats up girls??
dang..i miss ur crazyiness farah.. =(
da lamer tk ketawe terbahak2...its true, i love people to laugh at me! yeah
there's no more unite in this group..
girls..i miss hanging out with all of u..
staying at home..rotting alone just make my life more miserable.
i wanna have fun..forget alllllllll my problems.. and be happy..like we use to..
perhaps..this saturday? lets make it a date.
Sunday, February 11, 2007 ( Sunday, February 11, 2007 )
heyho people. what am i doing at this late hour? well basically..i cud not sleep.
something big keep rolling in my head...something..but what?? something2 la..
picnic at east coast celebrating sha-sha birthday was awesome.
i get to meet my lovely2 kuzzy, chill with makciks2 and yea enjoy myself by stuffing food in my mouth.
something2 make me feel this way.
maybe not, i think its just me, i cud not control this sucky feeling..
why...
why..
why?????
GOD! if only he knows that i really truly adore him
but hey..SNAP BACK TO REALITY.. = (
dang, how i wish i cud stop smoking..
its killing me..
been sick for almost more than a month..
went to doctor almost 5 times..
im dying.. =(
to fifiq, applee piee andd amran..
i am really sorry for not replying your msgs..
i just wanna be alone..
feel like going M.I.A
sorry for not being by ur side when ure down..
i really hope i cud be a better friend but im not even stable myself..
to amran, i forgive u..im not angry.. we're not stable at that moment..
i know u know what we did.. didnt expect that to happen right?
well..da takdir kot..so be it. we are still friends kan? =)
eating will always make me feel better..and now i gained another kg.
well well well, i miss him ohh sooo fucking badly..
alaa stop talking bout him la..
lets talk about her.
im blessed to have u girl.
thanks a lot.. serious..
we went thru a lottt.. and u never fail to be by myside..
u're really a good friend.. a goood best fucking friend..
we are always trap in the same old shaky boat..
i dont wanna go with the flow anymore..
kau faham kan??
u me and both M..
arghh, help me B, i must force myself to forget him.
anyway, those fantasy we create eventhough it was all impossible was fun.
i really thank god for knowing someone special like u..
whatever happens, we must be strong and overcome it together..
whenever u need me.. just call my hp..and i promise to be by urside. my shoulder? ahh kau boleh potong bawak balek..untuk ape?? ape2 kau nk buat..buatla.. *hee*
u can count on me! =)
Friday, February 09, 2007 ( Friday, February 09, 2007 )
argh..whats wrong with my legs!?? i cant walk properly now. stupid napha test. becoz of u, iqah sang to me the cacat song. "tidak ku pinta cacat begini" fuck la ehh.
planning to go out tonite. with sha perhaps or maybe with tam2?
so many plan yet so little time.
dang..how i wish i cud go out with amran to zoo tomorrow but i cant.. i must take care of my lil niece at teck whye.
mummy cant stop ordering me. now she wants me to bathe and buy her food. so yea..till then. =)
Wednesday, February 07, 2007 ( Wednesday, February 07, 2007 )
tuesday was a bad day for me n iqah. we were called by our favourite chemistry teacher,Ms Lim. Thanks to the idea of truancy, we gonna get a full big 0 for chem common test.
It was like at 8am when she suddenly give an idea of calling my parents. THANK GOD i get to escape and push the time at 2 pm.
wasnt in a good mood that day. Didnt talk much.. was just worrying about whats gonna happen next.. luckily my beautiful sister gt to help me. yes, i told her to pretend to be my mom.
after school, iqah n i met her. i dialled my sis office number and pretend as if i was talking to my mom.
"ma, my teacher wanna talk to u, DOnt scold me ar"
yes..it was just an act. Thanks ar sis. love u man...
for today, went to library and finish up our cme project.
after that the 5 of us made a new friend.
he is cute... err aswad?? whats his name again??
ahh whatever it is..yaya seems interested with him... ALL THE BEST LA EHH!!
hehe
dats all folks..
p.s....iqah, nampaknye kau sorg je la jadi valentine date aku. =)
Monday, February 05, 2007 ( Monday, February 05, 2007 )
yeah guess what..never go to school today.
thanks to my partner in crime.
where did we go?? u wont believe me..
we travel all the way from jurong to pasir ris.
it was AWESOME!
bought some food and chill at sha's house.
his mom were cool. his house was nice..and i love the couch.
ohh his cat i ssooo cute too!
after that went back to jurong..met mimi and iqah was oh-so- missing him badly.
i truly understand how u feel.. =)
reach jurong east around 2..so decided to have our lunch at raihan's cafe..ohh aiman?? watever la.
plan to meet iqah at 5. gotta buck up and start studying people! have to catch up a lot of things.
im tooo slacky man...
da la
NO MOE TRUANCY FOR ME!
p.s= iqah..u're a great partner. lets start saving our money and pergi joli! oh yar...jgn cabot2 lagi ehhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! hehehee
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