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Nabilah Bte Ahmad
3 July 1990
Republic Poly
Ex Ite Clementi
Ex-Commonwealthian
Ex-Shuqun Pri.
Loves Cheese
In love with Muhd.Hanieff
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::ATIQAH::
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i seriously dont give a fuck
Nabilah Bte Ahmad
3 July 1990
Republic Poly
Ex Ite Clementi
Ex-Commonwealthian
Ex-Shuqun Pri.
Loves Cheese
In love with Muhd.Hanieff
wishlist
■ NAK KAWIN DGN HANIEFF!
■ New hairstyle
■ Diamond Ring
■ World peace :)
■ Own a car!
■ New Jeans
■ SHOPPING!
■ Hanieff =P
■ New hairstyle
■ Diamond Ring
■ World peace :)
■ Own a car!
■ New Jeans
■ SHOPPING!
■ Hanieff =P
Bullshit.
So don't bother
I won't die of deception
I promise you won't ever see me cry
Don't feel sorry
And don't bother
It's not my last life at all
And after all I'm glad that I'm not your type
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
well today we had npcc. den morning2 gt parade.
after dat gt sargeant test. verrehh tiring.
stand under d hot sun fer almost 2 hrs? yeah
just change d skin. thx farah. bye
hexloo everyonee!
yay da dpt jumpe balek background niee! woOO! now den i realise yg swirl2 tu got my name ilah =) hahaha thx farah..
to qiqiim= i want my neoprint baacck back BAACCCKK!!!!!!
me fallin in love again?? sheesh..stupid cupidd!
nobody understand me..NOBODY!
oh god how i wish i met wif an accident n lost my memory.dat will b great!
its sooo easy fer him to move on wif anoder gal. y cant i? been cryin since 2 december!
i had enuff of all dis nonsense..im tired of cryin. y cant anybody help me 4get him.
y issitt sooo diffiicculltt to 4get a mean n cruel person like him. i feel like a piece of junk! throw me after using me. argggg i hatee uuuu but yy doo iiii loveee uuu!!!!!!!
heylo everyone.
today went to sis house to pass her HDB letter, her make ups n chick lil cd. B4 that, i went to popular to browse d Sheldon novel.
after dat walk back to 51 bus stop n saw shazni n shazwin.
chill at sis house till 6 n decided to walk around b myself.
da tkde matair kan..soo sorg2 ler. Suppose to go mosque but terlupe nk bawak tudung so jalan2 ar..
went to jurong point(full of banglas),(toilet da baru dok!) n (lotsa peeps).
gi sane jalan2 beli hair band n toblerone. after dat went to jurong east entertainment.makan combo 1 kat long john silver,sorg2 cam bdk bodo. den naek 99 tros alek.
otw back home, 2 bangla ikut alek. bodo peh banglaa. org pusing die senyum, org jeling die ketawe. one werd GILER!!
i walk assss fasst ass i cuuddd. den 1 of d bangla nk approach but too bad i was tooo scared so i ran. haha
alek umah je mummy sound. "asal celak ngan powder kau cair2..kena keja ngan bangla kape"
3 werds fer u mummy
"mcm tau je".
done!
last minute outing! confirm jadinyeee
farah,ezan n i went to town den to bugis den to esplanade.
gamba2 semua da update kat gallery. pape tgk ar eh.
k selamat~
¿Lo adoro tanto. por qué debe yo él hace esto a mí? Yo lo confío con todo mi corazón. Y ahora termina quiere apenas eso. ¿Qué tal sus promesas? ¿Por qué me debe tratar él como esto? ¿Tengo hago cualquiera yerra? Termina de repente con ningunas razones. El dijo que él me adora, él me necesita pero él doesnt se siente cualquier química. Qué tal mí? yo verdaderamente locamente profundamente en amor con él. Pensé él será mío para siempre. Todo esas promesas no significan nada a él. Pero significa alot a mí. Me dijo él olvidarme que todo N vuelve a empezar. usted piensa su fácil? cada noche, las lágrimas mantenido arrollar abajo mejillas. Puedo aceptar el hecho que él se va. Sé que su no fácil para él tomar esta decisión ni hace i.. no hay volviéndose. El acostumbrado regresa a mí. El dijo que nosotros no somos significados para ser juntos. Así que adivino que su mejor para mí bloquear y borrarlo. Quiero que él olvideseme. y yo acostumbrado lo perturba ya. prometo..
TRANSLATION!!!!!!!!!
i love him so much. why must he do this to me? I trust him with all my heart. And now it end just like that. What about his promises? Why must he treat me like this? Have i make any mistakes? It end suddenly with no reasons. He said he love me, he need me but he doesnt feel any chemistry. What about me? i truely madly deeply in love with him. I thought he will be mine forever. All those promises means nothing to him. But it means alot to me. He told me to forget everything n start afresh. you think its easy? every night,tears kept rolling down my cheeks. I cant accept the fact that he's gone. I know its not easy for him to make this decision.Neither do i..There's no turning back. He wont come back to me. He said we're not meant to be together. So i guess its better for me to block and delete him. I want him to forget me. and i wont disturb him anymore. i promise...
p.s= i love him..i miss him
oh yar daddy's gone.
he went to kuwait.
i love him soo much.
b4 he left i msg him, i said " bye daddy.Take care.Love u lots. muackz" n he replied
"Mummy call 1 tyme must wake up! promise ok?"
haiz soo cute. love u daddy! balek cpt k?
READ FARAH'S BLOG!! BUT B4 DAT CHECK OUT MY PIC GALLERY! =)
firstly i wanna sae thx to my dad.
dad if ders any way i cud pay u back i will!
well today went to taka. tot of buyin d mp3 $499 but tkde stock ler..soo abg fren recommend mp4 d lates mp3 wif video, pictures, n audio. 30Gb quite worth it..soo i bought itt.
since abg wanna make business, daddy brought fer him a printer.yes abg wanna make business jual cd luncah..anyone wanna buy? juz contact me ya!
if u wanna buy any movie, juz gif me a call..1 cd 6 bucks only. n d dvd punyela style! i loikeee!
erm dats all
oh yar..qiqim n me..da tkde pape..
da ditakdirkan begini..so juz go wif d flow..
org da tk suke nk uat apekan..
so yeah enjoy eh qim
done!
woOohOooOoo!!!!!!
halo! todaaaaay went shopPpin wif my parents.bought new things. dats all bye
haaaalooo!
topic bout today wass aurat wif same gender.
went to mosque wif fana,iqah,farah n hazirah. as usual we skip maghrib and enter d mosque late.
ustaz was sooo cute,d wae he explain things was so funny.
he released us early coz he was tired. after dat farah iqah n i went to 7-11 and buy pizza.
den we walk back to my house area.walk n walk n walk n took pics by usin farah's hp camera.
do crazy stuff n yeah dats all
after dat wait fer iqah bus..
den send farah to d bus stop.
den daddy called ask me to wait fer him at d carpark.
den he brought me n my mom to coffee shop
i ate mutton chop and 1 roti prata telor nnn teh tarik kurang manis.
done
yay his mineeeee alll mineeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
yesterday went out wif my baby. 1st we went to BBT near my skOoL. after dat we went to esplanade where we 1st met. =)
after dat jln2 kat river. pastu gi marina square..den ard 6+ went to raffles city!
ade teen titans nye show! BESH GEREK!! T-E-E-N TIT-ANS TEEN TITANS LETS GO!
nxt destination to he's house area.
den after dat balek
ok done bye!
i wanna take dis opportunity to wish my brother a HAPPY 23TH BURFDAE!!
annndd of coozz to my parents toO. HAPPY 30TH ANNIVERSARY MUMMY N DADDY!
how weird am i?
im not weird i noe..
after reading farah blog..about DREAM..i had lotsa nitemares dis pass few days.
one of d nitemare was being together wif him..*sheesh*
den dream about iqah,farah n khai.. dun wanna talk bout it..
its too scary n i hope my nitemares will nt cum true..nop2
boooo!!!
weeeeeeeeeee..today went out lepakin wif iqah,omar,deng2,syafiq..n plus 1 more mysterious guy. i 4got his name. we lepak at NTI at block 711. we chit chat nn smokey2. after dat,went to eat at d kofi shop. iqah n i ate kway teow goreng,rojak nnn CHEESE FRIES!! =)
den lepak at west park fer awhile..terkenang kisah lamer katekan.
pastuuu tross gi beli woKoK!
k done
yesterday suppose to b our 5 months anni.
oh god..i juz cant accept dat he's gone..how cud he leave me juz like dat.
kak iya juz broke off wif her guy too. dey were together fer more than 1 yr..
like i said earlier, since d beginning..before i knew him..relationship dis age is useles..
i still rememba d 1st tyme we fought
i still rememba wt happen on my burfdae..
n ur burfdae
n 11 july..
n 16 july...n 30 july..
i tot u'r my 1st ever true love. i tot we'll be together ferever. i tot u will fufill ur promises. but everytin shattered into pieces..
n now ur gone.
i never regret fer lovin u..
u in my heart ferever..
he said "i will only leave u only when god wants me back"... =(
its 3.33am n im still awake.
conference wif iqah n lukey at 11.43pm. Talk to dem fer almost 2 n a half hour.
Since its still early n i cudnt sleep, i ate 2 roti prata wif egg.
n at 3am i ate rice wif ayam masak merah. tambah due kali. n now..still cant sleep.
wats wrong wif me..im boreddddd sadddddddddd stressss deepppprrrrreeeessssssss hungryy and tireedddd but i juz cudnt shut my eyes.
cant fuckingly stop tinkin bout u.
fer 4 months plus we been together..n now u'r gone..juz like dat..
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
muz dis happen to me?
asal aku bodo sgt leh percaye kau? asal aku terpedaye dgn kate2 kau? asal aku masih syg kau walaupun kite da lamer tk jumpe? asal aku percaye sumpah dan janji kau? asal kau tibe2 mls nk ade matair? asaall???!!!!!
p.s
i end my love wif bullets in my hand..(still rememba dis?)
HEY YA!!! halo halo!
weeeeeee today had lotssa fun!!!! d muttons without khai n angelie went swimming!!!!! oh yar izan join us too!we went to swim at d lazy river..wavey2..jacuzzi..anddd d small lil playground!! i love d slides!!
den after dat went to klass remaje wif iqah. n from taman jurong we walk back home.
anyway i wanna tell d whole werld DAT I NOE HOW TO SWIM!! YAY!
NNNN I NOE HOW TO FLOAT!!! ok dats all
p.s
QIQIIM EVENTHOUGH WE'RE NOT TOGETHER I STILL REGARD U AS MY FREN! ENJOY LIFE!!=)
Rules of the game;1.Post 5 weird/random things about yourself.2.At the end of the quiz, list the name of the 5 people who u want next to do this.
5 weird random things about myself:
1. I love to dig my nose n taste n lick my finger
2. i love to wear my underwear outside..
3. I love botak headss..
4. I love qiqiim dats weird huh
5. I love the smell of iqah's bra
Here are the people:
1) kiki
2) meemeet
3) putra
4) Didi
5) whoever who reads this post.
ohhh diss iss crazee man! mummy cant stop really2 cant stop nagginG!
NABELO PERGI KEMAS BILIK! ANGKAT KAIN BAJU!BUAT NAZA SUSU! NAZA BERAK TOLONG CEBOKKAN!
n lots more..
wen i purposely act sleepin..she splash water on me! =( ohh i wanna get out from dis house!
im not a maiddd! n stop calling me lazy!
ok bye
bein single fer 6 days..hehe im a happy saddy lass.
Ya Allah....
Seandainya telah Engkau catatkan...
Dia milikku tercipta buatku...
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku...
Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami...
Agar kemesraan itu abadi...
Dan Ya Allah...ya tuhanku yang maha mengasihi...
Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini...
Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi...
Tetapi Ya Allah...
Seandainya telah engkau takdirkan...
dia bukan milikku...
Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku...
Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku...
Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan...
Serta Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku Yang maha mengerti...
Berikanlah aku kekuatan...
Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit...
Hilang bersama senja nan merah...
agarku bisa bahagia...
Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya...
Dan Ya Allah yang tercinta...
Gantilah yang telah hilang...
Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah...
Walaupaun tidak sama dengan dirinya...
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...
Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdir Mu...
Sesungguhnya apa yang telah enkau takdirkan...
Adalah yang terbaik buat ku...
Kerana Engkau maha mengetahui...
Segala terbaik buat hambamu ini...
Ya Allah...
Cukuplah Engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku...
Di dunia dan di akhirat...
Dengarlah rintihan dari hambamu yang daif ini...
Jangan Engkau biarkan aku sendirian...
Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat...
Menjuruskan aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran...
Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman...
Supaya aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup...
Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai...
Dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh...
Amin ...
hmm love him so much
firstly u told me u love me..
second u told me u never leave me..
u promise me everyting..
u want me to b happy..
den..few daes back.. u said u lost ur love fer me
n now today..u told me u mls nk ade matair.
if u really wanna b single..just go n leave me silently..
how many tymes u wanna hurt me?
i told u we're not meant to b together.
da byk kali kite break.n always end up like dis..
pls ar..if u dun mean wat u said..just leave me.
i wanna b like i use to b..happy cheerful always.
wen im wif u..mlm2 gado..u break my heart again n again..
den i cry..cry n cry n cry
haiz..aku da mls dgn kau..slamat tinggal
HEY..wat happen to dis blog skin?? heck care ar eh.
yesterday went out wif farahh. we took d mrt n drop at city hall.met ashik n otha hellboys. \/\/atever!!!!!!!!!
we walk n window shoPPin in d mall n den as usual we took lots of pics..i mean LOTS! 60+ waduh!
after dat went to esplanade. There was an indo dancer performing and d pakciks2 was singing a high pitch song which goes like dis..AH HAAII!!!
since it was still early farah n i went to..dunno wt mall.den got BARBIE N MAGIC OF PEGASUS! MY FAVOURITE! I TOOK PRINCESS ANNIKA'S PICTURE PLUS SHIVER TOO!! I LOVE BARBIE!
went to esplanade again.Den ard 7 plus got dis local band, squirrel band..D singer voice was HOT! his voice SEDAP TO DA MAX!!!!
den meet my baby..had lil fite coz he was late..argg erm k dats all fer yesterday!
oh yarr 14-15 chalet on 1.15 at jurong east bring 5 bucks..
~today
today morning was suckS! suppose to go fer madrasah but i had mensy2 cramp2. sakit nk mampos. wen i was crossing d road suddenly i fell n kneel down..my stomach hurts alot..beh aunty2 bodo tgkkan je..ape lagi i called my dad n he pick me up..stupid cramps!!
bcoz of d cramps i miss my fiqh n tajwid paper.. IM GONNA FAIL! NOOOO!! I DUN WANNA FAIL!!
god help me plsssss =(
oh yar GOD PLS HELP ME! MY MOM CANT STOP ME CALLING ME NABELO!! ARGHH!
Im baCK BACK BACKK BACCCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woOo npcc camp was really really slack..
1st day did nuting much..fana khai n i incharge of d games. its all abt getting dirty.
we use eggs, water bombs and tomatoes to throw at one anoder. it was fun .i had to throw my socks into d dustbin bcoz of d dirtyness n smellness.eeww gross!
den at nite we neva sleep till morn. me n nadia climb tree at level 4. n i saw a lottt of thingss..hmm den took pics n slept at 4.40+am.
2nd day..
worst
sleep sleep sleep in np room. we had prata fer breakfast. suddenly my whole body was cramped n my backbone was stiff..i cant breathe. den der goes my eyes..it turn red bloody n full of taik mate..
called daddy n ask him to bring me home.. n now..im on my comfortable bed..niceeeeeee
Tuesday, December 27, 2005 ( Tuesday, December 27, 2005 )
So don't bother
I won't die of deception
I promise you won't ever see me cry
Don't feel sorry
And don't bother
It's not my last life at all
And after all I'm glad that I'm not your type
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
well today we had npcc. den morning2 gt parade.
after dat gt sargeant test. verrehh tiring.
stand under d hot sun fer almost 2 hrs? yeah
just change d skin. thx farah. bye
Monday, December 26, 2005 ( Monday, December 26, 2005 )
hexloo everyonee!
yay da dpt jumpe balek background niee! woOO! now den i realise yg swirl2 tu got my name ilah =) hahaha thx farah..
to qiqiim= i want my neoprint baacck back BAACCCKK!!!!!!
me fallin in love again?? sheesh..stupid cupidd!
Saturday, December 24, 2005 ( Saturday, December 24, 2005 )
nobody understand me..NOBODY!
oh god how i wish i met wif an accident n lost my memory.dat will b great!
its sooo easy fer him to move on wif anoder gal. y cant i? been cryin since 2 december!
i had enuff of all dis nonsense..im tired of cryin. y cant anybody help me 4get him.
y issitt sooo diffiicculltt to 4get a mean n cruel person like him. i feel like a piece of junk! throw me after using me. argggg i hatee uuuu but yy doo iiii loveee uuu!!!!!!!
Friday, December 23, 2005 ( Friday, December 23, 2005 )
heylo everyone.
today went to sis house to pass her HDB letter, her make ups n chick lil cd. B4 that, i went to popular to browse d Sheldon novel.
after dat walk back to 51 bus stop n saw shazni n shazwin.
chill at sis house till 6 n decided to walk around b myself.
da tkde matair kan..soo sorg2 ler. Suppose to go mosque but terlupe nk bawak tudung so jalan2 ar..
went to jurong point(full of banglas),(toilet da baru dok!) n (lotsa peeps).
gi sane jalan2 beli hair band n toblerone. after dat went to jurong east entertainment.makan combo 1 kat long john silver,sorg2 cam bdk bodo. den naek 99 tros alek.
otw back home, 2 bangla ikut alek. bodo peh banglaa. org pusing die senyum, org jeling die ketawe. one werd GILER!!
i walk assss fasst ass i cuuddd. den 1 of d bangla nk approach but too bad i was tooo scared so i ran. haha
alek umah je mummy sound. "asal celak ngan powder kau cair2..kena keja ngan bangla kape"
3 werds fer u mummy
"mcm tau je".
done!
Thursday, December 22, 2005 ( Thursday, December 22, 2005 )
last minute outing! confirm jadinyeee
farah,ezan n i went to town den to bugis den to esplanade.
gamba2 semua da update kat gallery. pape tgk ar eh.
k selamat~
Wednesday, December 21, 2005 ( Wednesday, December 21, 2005 )
¿Lo adoro tanto. por qué debe yo él hace esto a mí? Yo lo confío con todo mi corazón. Y ahora termina quiere apenas eso. ¿Qué tal sus promesas? ¿Por qué me debe tratar él como esto? ¿Tengo hago cualquiera yerra? Termina de repente con ningunas razones. El dijo que él me adora, él me necesita pero él doesnt se siente cualquier química. Qué tal mí? yo verdaderamente locamente profundamente en amor con él. Pensé él será mío para siempre. Todo esas promesas no significan nada a él. Pero significa alot a mí. Me dijo él olvidarme que todo N vuelve a empezar. usted piensa su fácil? cada noche, las lágrimas mantenido arrollar abajo mejillas. Puedo aceptar el hecho que él se va. Sé que su no fácil para él tomar esta decisión ni hace i.. no hay volviéndose. El acostumbrado regresa a mí. El dijo que nosotros no somos significados para ser juntos. Así que adivino que su mejor para mí bloquear y borrarlo. Quiero que él olvideseme. y yo acostumbrado lo perturba ya. prometo..
TRANSLATION!!!!!!!!!
i love him so much. why must he do this to me? I trust him with all my heart. And now it end just like that. What about his promises? Why must he treat me like this? Have i make any mistakes? It end suddenly with no reasons. He said he love me, he need me but he doesnt feel any chemistry. What about me? i truely madly deeply in love with him. I thought he will be mine forever. All those promises means nothing to him. But it means alot to me. He told me to forget everything n start afresh. you think its easy? every night,tears kept rolling down my cheeks. I cant accept the fact that he's gone. I know its not easy for him to make this decision.Neither do i..There's no turning back. He wont come back to me. He said we're not meant to be together. So i guess its better for me to block and delete him. I want him to forget me. and i wont disturb him anymore. i promise...
p.s= i love him..i miss him
oh yar daddy's gone.
he went to kuwait.
i love him soo much.
b4 he left i msg him, i said " bye daddy.Take care.Love u lots. muackz" n he replied
"Mummy call 1 tyme must wake up! promise ok?"
haiz soo cute. love u daddy! balek cpt k?
Tuesday, December 20, 2005 ( Tuesday, December 20, 2005 )
READ FARAH'S BLOG!! BUT B4 DAT CHECK OUT MY PIC GALLERY! =)
Monday, December 19, 2005 ( Monday, December 19, 2005 )
firstly i wanna sae thx to my dad.
dad if ders any way i cud pay u back i will!
well today went to taka. tot of buyin d mp3 $499 but tkde stock ler..soo abg fren recommend mp4 d lates mp3 wif video, pictures, n audio. 30Gb quite worth it..soo i bought itt.
since abg wanna make business, daddy brought fer him a printer.yes abg wanna make business jual cd luncah..anyone wanna buy? juz contact me ya!
if u wanna buy any movie, juz gif me a call..1 cd 6 bucks only. n d dvd punyela style! i loikeee!
erm dats all
oh yar..qiqim n me..da tkde pape..
da ditakdirkan begini..so juz go wif d flow..
org da tk suke nk uat apekan..
so yeah enjoy eh qim
done!
Saturday, December 17, 2005 ( Saturday, December 17, 2005 )
woOohOooOoo!!!!!!
halo! todaaaaay went shopPpin wif my parents.bought new things. dats all bye
( Saturday, December 17, 2005 )
haaaalooo!
topic bout today wass aurat wif same gender.
went to mosque wif fana,iqah,farah n hazirah. as usual we skip maghrib and enter d mosque late.
ustaz was sooo cute,d wae he explain things was so funny.
he released us early coz he was tired. after dat farah iqah n i went to 7-11 and buy pizza.
den we walk back to my house area.walk n walk n walk n took pics by usin farah's hp camera.
do crazy stuff n yeah dats all
after dat wait fer iqah bus..
den send farah to d bus stop.
den daddy called ask me to wait fer him at d carpark.
den he brought me n my mom to coffee shop
i ate mutton chop and 1 roti prata telor nnn teh tarik kurang manis.
done
Friday, December 16, 2005 ( Friday, December 16, 2005 )
yay his mineeeee alll mineeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
yesterday went out wif my baby. 1st we went to BBT near my skOoL. after dat we went to esplanade where we 1st met. =)
after dat jln2 kat river. pastu gi marina square..den ard 6+ went to raffles city!
ade teen titans nye show! BESH GEREK!! T-E-E-N TIT-ANS TEEN TITANS LETS GO!
nxt destination to he's house area.
den after dat balek
ok done bye!
Tuesday, December 13, 2005 ( Tuesday, December 13, 2005 )
i wanna take dis opportunity to wish my brother a HAPPY 23TH BURFDAE!!
annndd of coozz to my parents toO. HAPPY 30TH ANNIVERSARY MUMMY N DADDY!
how weird am i?
You Are 70% Weird |
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im not weird i noe..
after reading farah blog..about DREAM..i had lotsa nitemares dis pass few days.
one of d nitemare was being together wif him..*sheesh*
den dream about iqah,farah n khai.. dun wanna talk bout it..
its too scary n i hope my nitemares will nt cum true..nop2
Monday, December 12, 2005 ( Monday, December 12, 2005 )
boooo!!!
weeeeeeeeeee..today went out lepakin wif iqah,omar,deng2,syafiq..n plus 1 more mysterious guy. i 4got his name. we lepak at NTI at block 711. we chit chat nn smokey2. after dat,went to eat at d kofi shop. iqah n i ate kway teow goreng,rojak nnn CHEESE FRIES!! =)
den lepak at west park fer awhile..terkenang kisah lamer katekan.
pastuuu tross gi beli woKoK!
k done
( Monday, December 12, 2005 )
yesterday suppose to b our 5 months anni.
oh god..i juz cant accept dat he's gone..how cud he leave me juz like dat.
kak iya juz broke off wif her guy too. dey were together fer more than 1 yr..
like i said earlier, since d beginning..before i knew him..relationship dis age is useles..
i still rememba d 1st tyme we fought
i still rememba wt happen on my burfdae..
n ur burfdae
n 11 july..
n 16 july...n 30 july..
i tot u'r my 1st ever true love. i tot we'll be together ferever. i tot u will fufill ur promises. but everytin shattered into pieces..
n now ur gone.
i never regret fer lovin u..
u in my heart ferever..
he said "i will only leave u only when god wants me back"... =(
Saturday, December 10, 2005 ( Saturday, December 10, 2005 )
its 3.33am n im still awake.
conference wif iqah n lukey at 11.43pm. Talk to dem fer almost 2 n a half hour.
Since its still early n i cudnt sleep, i ate 2 roti prata wif egg.
n at 3am i ate rice wif ayam masak merah. tambah due kali. n now..still cant sleep.
wats wrong wif me..im boreddddd sadddddddddd stressss deepppprrrrreeeessssssss hungryy and tireedddd but i juz cudnt shut my eyes.
cant fuckingly stop tinkin bout u.
fer 4 months plus we been together..n now u'r gone..juz like dat..
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muz dis happen to me?
asal aku bodo sgt leh percaye kau? asal aku terpedaye dgn kate2 kau? asal aku masih syg kau walaupun kite da lamer tk jumpe? asal aku percaye sumpah dan janji kau? asal kau tibe2 mls nk ade matair? asaall???!!!!!
p.s
i end my love wif bullets in my hand..(still rememba dis?)
Friday, December 09, 2005 ( Friday, December 09, 2005 )
HEY YA!!! halo halo!
weeeeeee today had lotssa fun!!!! d muttons without khai n angelie went swimming!!!!! oh yar izan join us too!we went to swim at d lazy river..wavey2..jacuzzi..anddd d small lil playground!! i love d slides!!
den after dat went to klass remaje wif iqah. n from taman jurong we walk back home.
anyway i wanna tell d whole werld DAT I NOE HOW TO SWIM!! YAY!
NNNN I NOE HOW TO FLOAT!!! ok dats all
p.s
QIQIIM EVENTHOUGH WE'RE NOT TOGETHER I STILL REGARD U AS MY FREN! ENJOY LIFE!!=)
Thursday, December 08, 2005 ( Thursday, December 08, 2005 )
Rules of the game;1.Post 5 weird/random things about yourself.2.At the end of the quiz, list the name of the 5 people who u want next to do this.
5 weird random things about myself:
1. I love to dig my nose n taste n lick my finger
2. i love to wear my underwear outside..
3. I love botak headss..
4. I love qiqiim dats weird huh
5. I love the smell of iqah's bra
Here are the people:
1) kiki
2) meemeet
3) putra
4) Didi
5) whoever who reads this post.
( Thursday, December 08, 2005 )
ohhh diss iss crazee man! mummy cant stop really2 cant stop nagginG!
NABELO PERGI KEMAS BILIK! ANGKAT KAIN BAJU!BUAT NAZA SUSU! NAZA BERAK TOLONG CEBOKKAN!
n lots more..
wen i purposely act sleepin..she splash water on me! =( ohh i wanna get out from dis house!
im not a maiddd! n stop calling me lazy!
ok bye
bein single fer 6 days..hehe im a happy saddy lass.
Wednesday, December 07, 2005 ( Wednesday, December 07, 2005 )
Ya Allah....
Seandainya telah Engkau catatkan...
Dia milikku tercipta buatku...
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku...
Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami...
Agar kemesraan itu abadi...
Dan Ya Allah...ya tuhanku yang maha mengasihi...
Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini...
Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi...
Tetapi Ya Allah...
Seandainya telah engkau takdirkan...
dia bukan milikku...
Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku...
Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku...
Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan...
Serta Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku Yang maha mengerti...
Berikanlah aku kekuatan...
Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit...
Hilang bersama senja nan merah...
agarku bisa bahagia...
Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya...
Dan Ya Allah yang tercinta...
Gantilah yang telah hilang...
Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah...
Walaupaun tidak sama dengan dirinya...
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...
Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdir Mu...
Sesungguhnya apa yang telah enkau takdirkan...
Adalah yang terbaik buat ku...
Kerana Engkau maha mengetahui...
Segala terbaik buat hambamu ini...
Ya Allah...
Cukuplah Engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku...
Di dunia dan di akhirat...
Dengarlah rintihan dari hambamu yang daif ini...
Jangan Engkau biarkan aku sendirian...
Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat...
Menjuruskan aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran...
Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman...
Supaya aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup...
Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai...
Dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh...
Amin ...
hmm love him so much
Sunday, December 04, 2005 ( Sunday, December 04, 2005 )
firstly u told me u love me..
second u told me u never leave me..
u promise me everyting..
u want me to b happy..
den..few daes back.. u said u lost ur love fer me
n now today..u told me u mls nk ade matair.
if u really wanna b single..just go n leave me silently..
how many tymes u wanna hurt me?
i told u we're not meant to b together.
da byk kali kite break.n always end up like dis..
pls ar..if u dun mean wat u said..just leave me.
i wanna b like i use to b..happy cheerful always.
wen im wif u..mlm2 gado..u break my heart again n again..
den i cry..cry n cry n cry
haiz..aku da mls dgn kau..slamat tinggal
( Sunday, December 04, 2005 )
HEY..wat happen to dis blog skin?? heck care ar eh.
yesterday went out wif farahh. we took d mrt n drop at city hall.met ashik n otha hellboys. \/\/atever!!!!!!!!!
we walk n window shoPPin in d mall n den as usual we took lots of pics..i mean LOTS! 60+ waduh!
after dat went to esplanade. There was an indo dancer performing and d pakciks2 was singing a high pitch song which goes like dis..AH HAAII!!!
since it was still early farah n i went to..dunno wt mall.den got BARBIE N MAGIC OF PEGASUS! MY FAVOURITE! I TOOK PRINCESS ANNIKA'S PICTURE PLUS SHIVER TOO!! I LOVE BARBIE!
went to esplanade again.Den ard 7 plus got dis local band, squirrel band..D singer voice was HOT! his voice SEDAP TO DA MAX!!!!
den meet my baby..had lil fite coz he was late..argg erm k dats all fer yesterday!
oh yarr 14-15 chalet on 1.15 at jurong east bring 5 bucks..
~today
today morning was suckS! suppose to go fer madrasah but i had mensy2 cramp2. sakit nk mampos. wen i was crossing d road suddenly i fell n kneel down..my stomach hurts alot..beh aunty2 bodo tgkkan je..ape lagi i called my dad n he pick me up..stupid cramps!!
bcoz of d cramps i miss my fiqh n tajwid paper.. IM GONNA FAIL! NOOOO!! I DUN WANNA FAIL!!
god help me plsssss =(
oh yar GOD PLS HELP ME! MY MOM CANT STOP ME CALLING ME NABELO!! ARGHH!
Thursday, December 01, 2005 ( Thursday, December 01, 2005 )
Im baCK BACK BACKK BACCCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woOo npcc camp was really really slack..
1st day did nuting much..fana khai n i incharge of d games. its all abt getting dirty.
we use eggs, water bombs and tomatoes to throw at one anoder. it was fun .i had to throw my socks into d dustbin bcoz of d dirtyness n smellness.eeww gross!
den at nite we neva sleep till morn. me n nadia climb tree at level 4. n i saw a lottt of thingss..hmm den took pics n slept at 4.40+am.
2nd day..
worst
sleep sleep sleep in np room. we had prata fer breakfast. suddenly my whole body was cramped n my backbone was stiff..i cant breathe. den der goes my eyes..it turn red bloody n full of taik mate..
called daddy n ask him to bring me home.. n now..im on my comfortable bed..niceeeeeee
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